Waiting...
We are doing a lot of this these days in our family... waiting for the day word arrives that our sweet Clara can come home. A friend emailed recently and ask how it was going and if I could put a little update here, it has been awhile since I shared her about her.
Our sweet girl is now 13 months old, it's been 3 months since we first got the call about our daughter and said yes. We are continuing to wait for a set of paperwork that we had hoped would arrive quickly this time around, but God has had a different plan. That makes for some up and down days as we wait but we know His plan is always perfect and He demonstrated that to us in a very real way when we waited so long to bring Nate home in 2008/2009. As I look back, I see the things God taught us then and how He continues to walk with us faithfully now. God used that journey in our lives to prepare our hearts for Clara. He continues to prove faithful each day as we wait for her.
Please continue to pray for Clara as we wait- that she will be healthy and safe, that her health will continue to be good and that her little heart will be ready for the transitions that are to come with the changes in her life. We are so thankful for those who are caring for our daughter right now.
We also ask that you pray for our family as we wait. That we will trust the Lord and His faithfulness in timing, travel, finances and all the plans that go with it. That our heart will also be ready for the days of transition ahead as we go from a family of 6 to a family of 7.
Waiting can be hard. As we have waited for Clara, I have often went back to
this post, written Nov. 21, 2008, while waiting for Nate. I just thought I would share it again here today with each of you. It really shares my heart of the same feeling we have on this journey to Clara as well.
Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. Let your reasonableness be known to everyone. The Lord is at hand; do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.
Philippians 4:4-8
I'm up late, finishing some craft projects while the kids sleep, enjoying the quiet house, a cup of hot chocolate and just spending time with the Lord. I had hoped to have great news to report that we finally were heading to China to get our Little Man, but no news yet.
As the days tick away, it seems to get harder for me to wait. Earlier today I was thinking about how much our Little Man has changed since we first saw his face almost 7 months ago. In many ways, it's sad for me to think about each day that has passed that he wasn't with our family, to think about all the "firsts" that we have missed. Was someone cheering for him when he took his first step? Were his care givers excited when he said his first words? Did anyone hear them... tonight while I was praying through the scripture above, I was reminded that my son has not been forgotten! He has a Heavenly Father who has loved Him before his life began, a Heavenly Father who has heard every cry even when someone else didn't, a Heavenly Father who has seen all the firsts and who loves my little boy beyond measure!
His Heavenly Father is also mine, He loves me too and knows the ache in my heart for this little boy and for my family here at home. He knows my desires, for us to finally be together as a family. My Heavenly Father has heard my prayers daily for our Little Man and He has listened!
I am so thankful for the comfort offered in these words in Philippians. He wants me to rejoice no matter what my circumstances are, and to actually find joy in them! He has given me much to be joyful about each day! Time to spend with my other children, teaching them, creating with them, enjoying the special moments and memories we have each day. He doesn't want me to miss out on them! He also ask me not to be anxious about anything! This includes waiting for Little Man to come home. God knows the time, He knew it when He created my son. I can find peace and rest in knowing that He is taking care of each of us every moment. God promises many times in His word that He is with us, that He will be our strength and carry our burdens.
I needed a lot of carrying today and I'm so thankful that He is always willing!